So yea the whole thing about putting stuff into certain folders, I'm gona be doing that. But I've come to realize that It would kinda be putting people off by putting stuff in a folder system that I only know how to navigate (understanding the contents of each myself, it seems organized when in fact it is rather sporadic in terms of actual art categories)and its all built chronologically in a vauge sense.
For instance, some of my recently completed pictures were from Age 3 or 4, whilst the first ones I made to put on this site were from 5. So like its chronological in source, which is rather vague. Then the artistic styles are so varied, meh I can just divide it into 4 time periods or so that I know exist. or just simple actual artistic categories. Heeeey that might work.
well it'll be messy for abit. I'll be uploading tons of stuff though so yea! if your one of the three people on earth that read this then be excited!

I'm gona try to make things easy on myself and upload from the oldest to newer things, as the older things need alot less improvement as they weren't intended for heavy photoshop additions later. so yea be prepared, lotsa cheesy old-school 3d art with stuff floating for no good reason other than looking really cool. hey wait I still do that. ah oh well.

Life goes by slow in summer. Thankfully its not painful. One thing I don't get though, is I keep hearing about people's miserable experiences in high school. I'm in college go figure how I keep up with people in high school, but what I don't get is, do all the highschoolers know that highschool doesnt matter? Like its their lives, but they think its their entire -life- on the line. In the end the only important part is the standardized placement tests which the majority of could be self-taught, heck thats how you hafta prepare is self-review for those things. honors, clubs, grades, don't really make a big diff later. Only in the single case of someone who knows exactly what they want to do in life and are already talking AP courses to get farther. Getting into a nice university may be a concern, but the main qualifier is the standardized test scores, not GPA. the main qualifier for the big scholarships is the test scores, not GPA. Its really weird.

I may not have much a right to say that but I kinda feel I do since in a way, I skipped it. I skipped the whole thing. And I'm standing in college amongst friends who went through unbelievably ridiculous trials of high-school and drama drama drama. I was homeschooled. Mostly self-homeschooled because it was a tv broadcast thing that I just watched the teachers blanking out at a tv. then I'd do the work. Parents occasionally checking my progress. No people, clubs, or drama. Less than hard schoolwork that sometimes was more optional than required. I'll admit it was unfair that I had it so easy and others have it so hard, but the point is, I don't see a point to why it had to be so hard for them, if in the end we stand in the same spot. People just make it harder than it needs to be for students too.

High school doesn't prepare you for the real world either, it prepares you for a fake world filled with other peoples stupid little worlds. College is where you begin to experience 'reality' and actual growth in maturity that applies to reality. It's half the reason you goto college, to escape the plight of going into a workplace ruled by other people that came straight out of high-school, thus being filled with their own little worlds of ridiculousness. It's to have the opportunity to get a job working with more mature, reasonable people.

okok end of rant. It's just annoying seeing friends destroying themselves mentally emotionally and physically over crap that doesn't really matter. People need both empathy and apathy.